I spent the day watching Gilmore Girls. I finished one whole season. That's how much free time I had. I wasn't allowed to go out for fear of getting even sicker than I am now. But I swear I think getting sicker would at least mean something interesting happening.

But, I am feeling so much better. My throat pain as somewhat gone but in its place comes a worse headache but that I can deal with. And hopefully that means I get to go out tomorrow. I don't think I can take three long weeks of staying the in house the whole day and having nothing to do.

My brother paid me $5 to do his homework. And his homework was reading Narnia and doing a worksheet on it so I was more than happy. I've never been paid to read before, it's nice.

Stop it. You said the end, I said okay so stop trying to talk to me like everything is back to normal. And stop involving my friends who have better things to do than to have you ask them to tell me, not very nicely either, to talk to you. This is between you and me and not them so stop. You said what you wanted to say and thats fine. I may not be what you would called thrilled about it and I sure as hell am not gonna forget it but I am done. I am done with feeling depressed and angry and whatever. I'm done with having every small thing remind me of something about you.

Thanks to the music, it's easier to move on. As retarded as it sounds its true. Has something to do with the brain being more susceptible to subliminal messages when its in a vulnerable state I guess.

Here's to having plans for tomorrow...

Cheers!!