You know how I said I slept when I came home. On top of that I've been sorta passed out while watching tv for about 2 hours. All this is not helping my sleep deprivation. I am soo bloody tired BUT not at all sleepy. I tried going to sleep, ended up just lying there staring at the ceiling while turning.

And on top of that my napping caused me to miss something totally important and now I feel like a totally horrid person. I know I said I'd be there and I know I wasn't but you have to know that I really am sorry. I bothered you with all my probs and you were always there for me and now when you wanna talk I'm gone. God I am sucha horrible friend. I'm sorry!! Just please please don't block me out, I wanna be there for you.

I would love nothing more than to stay home tomorrow and just sleep the day away but nope. No such thing can be done 'cos there's a effing UT tomorrow. What a way to start the day. Teammates I'm warning you I'm not gonna be in the best of moods so in advance I'm saying sorry.

Cheers - seems too much of an contradiction to put here seeing as how there nothing to toast to in this post.