Today was an un official mental health day! God, for once I was glad to have food poisoning. I've so exhausted the last couple of days and I don't know why Well it might have something to do with my sleeping hours but the point is that, according to the doctor, my mental tiredness has caused my immune system to...not function properly. Put that together with my lasting gastric problem and BOOM food poisoning. I think form LJS...


Not planning on trashing LJS here.

Today has been an amazing day! I spent the entire day, well from 12.30 anyways, watching Gilmore Girls. I've got a couple of episodes left before I can officially say I'm done watching the entire series! Which is sad...but not as sad as some of the episodes in season 7. I never cried but I was close to it!

Then went to Parkway just now and I decided that if I were to, through some miracle, manage to get a job over the holidays I'm gonna open a account seperate from my savings one so that I can make an ATM card and actually use it! I know I insisted on not having one but then if I got a job I'd want to be able to actually draw money out on my own without having my dad do it all the time and then give me disapproving looks. Sheesh, its my hard earned money...

OH...and I saw Joanna!! OMG....it's been like a whole year since I've seen her!! She went blonde!! Boo...this admission is gonna suck but there are certain aspects and people that I misss from 4A. I mean there's that whole section and people that I would be so much better off erasing from my memory but ommiting them, I kinda sorta miss the rest.

I don't know why, but lately I've been questioning myself. Journalism doesn't hold that much appeal to me anymore. I mean, sure I love to write and hell yeah I'm so gonna study English but it's the after that's bothering me. I'm not too sure about journalism anymore, it was the 0ther day's lesson that made me think. Maybe I want to go back to law or even teach. Ugh! So friggin' frustrating!

I don't want this anymore. There are times when I think 'wow this might actually happen' then I'd think and think and think and then I'd realize WTF am I thinking?? There's no way in hell anything close to it is every going to happen. I'm just stupid.

Cheers!