To understate an understatement: It’s been a shitty day. And I mean shitty in the worse possible meaning.

I wonder if anyone even realizes how close I am to breakdown now... of course they don’t. Sometimes I think my facade tends to be too good. I hate these kinds of problems, which is why I never get close to people. Cos something always happens and then it’s all over.

School sucked today. Jensen didn’t come to class. Gina and Benny skipped class. Then I got pissed at Gordon ‘cos he wasn’t doing anywork. It just brought me back to sem 1 when I was stuck with those 4 idiots for cognitive. I hate it when people don’t do work. I wonder if anyone from W35M even remember that day. Of course they don’t...no I’m pretty sure one person does but that one person is officially no longer someone I consider a friend, so why would they be the one I confide in.

Sighs, I’m not making sense. But things just feel so horrible now. Are you doing it on purpose or is it really something innocent?!

Well there were 3 bright side in the day.

1. Met Haz for breakfast.
2. Met Sonia during lunch break! I miss her damn it.
3. I passed my Basic Theory Test.

That’s it. But as happy as those moments are, right now I feel horrible.